Forgive me my precious Memori, for abandoning you. Your arrival and my departure from this world will be enshrouded in an eternal mystery. My feeble mind cannot explain in any coherent terms how I knew of such a horror. How I knew upon my final breathe you’d receive life. How this delusion visited me in the night hour and shook me awake. How life would emerge and depart within a single final breath. It horrified me to know or to even think that I wouldn’t be here to raise you my little rose. To know that these are the only words of my voice you’ll ever know makes me smile and yet pains my heart. I pray that these words, this printed echo will suffice in times of loneliness to comfort you. I feel I’ve written much of this prose in riddles, yet this expresses my view of life and the world I once inhabited. Alas my time is drizzling down to nil. My energy is slowly evaporating into the universe.
I hope this journal will become among your greastest companions. Write my child to release and embrace all that swells in your heart. Until we meet again, live write!
You were among my fondest Memories!